Louis Tomlinson knows how quickly the night changes.

The One Direction member heartbreakingly recounted the moment he learned of Liam Payne‘s death, sharing that he “found out through” their fellow bandmate Niall Horan while he was “in the car, in L.A.”

Payne passed away in October 2024 after falling from a third-floor balcony at a hotel in Argentina. The 31-year-old’s cause of death was determined to be multiple traumatic injuries as well as internal and external hemorrhaging, with toxicology results showing that he had alcohol, cocaine and a prescription antidepressant in his system.

“I had the same feeling that I had with Félicité,” Tomlinson, 33, recalled of Horan’s phone call on the Oct. 8 episode of the Diary of a CEO podcast, referencing the accidental overdose death of his 18-year-old sister in 2019. “And I think anyone has this when they’re around someone who’s struggling—my 150 percent wasn’t nearly enough.”

Looking back, Tomlinson said Payne was “definitely struggling at that time in his life.”

“And that’s when it’s my own arrogance thinking that I could have helped really,” the singer admitted, “because it was so much deeper than what I could have done for him.”

Shortly after Payne’s passing, Tomlinson shared a tribute to his late friend, writing on Instagram that he had “lost a brother.”

“I feel beyond lucky to have had you in my life but I’m really struggling with the idea of saying goodbye,” the All of Those Voices star shared at the time. “I’m so grateful that we got even closer since the band, speaking on the phone for hours, reminiscing about all the thousands of amazing memories we had together is a luxury I thought I’d have with you for life.”

Reflecting on his emotional message, Tomlinson said he took his grief to social media because he wanted Payne “to be remembered the way that he should be remembered.”

“I could just go on and talk all day about how amazing he was, but I think we all looked up to him,” he told Diary of a CEO host Steven Bartlett of Payne. “I don’t think we would have been brave enough to say at that age when I was in the band, I think I would’ve had too much pride, but we all looked up to him massively.”

Tomlinson joined Horan and fellow One Direction alums Harry Styles and Zayn Malik at Payne’s London funeral in November. In a rare joint statement released last year, the group said they were “completely devastated” by the loss.

“The memories we shared with him will be treasured forever,” Tomlinson, Horan, Styles and Malik added. “We will miss him terribly.”

One Direction

“We’re completely devastated by the news of Liam’s passing,” the band wrote in a joint statement on Instagram. “In time, and when everyone is able to, there will be more to say. But for now, we will take some time to grieve and process the loss of our brother, who we loved dearly.”

Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and Harry Styles continued to emphasize the impact Liam had on their lives.

“The memories we shared with him will be treasured forever,” the statement added. “For now, our thoughts are with his family, his friends, and the fans who loved him alongside us. We will miss him terribly. We love you Liam.”

Niall Horan

“I am absolutely devastated about the passing of my amazing friend, Liam,” Niall wrote in a lengthy Instagram statement. “It just doesn’t feel real. Liam had an energy for life and a passion for work that was infectious. He was the brightest in every room and always made everyone feel happy and secure.”

The “Slow Hands” singer continued to reminisce on his time singing alongside Liam in One Direction.

“All the laughs we had over the years, sometimes about the simplest of things, keep coming to my mind through the sadness,” Niall added. “We got to live out our wildest dreams together and I will cherish every moment we had forever. The bond and friendship we had doesn’t happen often in a lifetime.”

Niall, who had Liam and his girlfriend Kate Cassidy as guests at his recent concert in Buenos Aires, also detailed what it was like seeing his friend for the final time.

“I feel so fortunate that I got to see him recently,” Niall wrote. “I sadly didn’t know that after saying goodbye and hugging him that evening, I would be saying goodbye forever. It’s heartbreaking. My love and condolences go out to Geoff, Karen, Ruth, Nicola and of course his son Bear. Thank you for everything, Payno. Love you brother.”

Harry Styles

“I am truly devastated by Liam’s passing,” Harry began in his Instagram post. “His greatest joy was making other people happy, and it was an honour to be alongside him as he did it.”

“Liam lived wide open, with his heart on his sleeve, he had an energy for life that was infectious,” he added of his legacy. “He was warm, supportive, and incredibly loving. The years we spent together will forever remain among the most cherished years of my life. I will miss him always, my lovely friend.”

Zayn Malik

Liam’s former One Direction bandmate reflected on all he wished he could have said to him.

“I can’t help but think selfishly that there was so many more conversations for us to have in our lives,” Zayn wrote on Instagram. “I never got to thank you for supporting me through some of the most difficult times in my life. When I was missing home as a 17 yr old kid you would always be there with a positive outlook and reassuring smile and let me know you were my friend and that I was loved.”

“Even though you were younger than me you were always more sensible than me, you were headstrong, opinionated, and gave no f–ks about telling people when they were wrong,” he continued. “Even though we butted heads because of this a few times,I always secretly respected you for it.”

Zayn also called Liam “the most qualified” musician in the band “in every sense.”

“I lost a brother when you left us and can’t explain to you what I’d give to just give you a hug one last time and say goodbye to you properly and tell you that I loved and respected you dearly,” he wrote. “[I] will cherish all the memories I have with you in my heart forever, there is no words that justify or explain how I feel right now other than beyond devastated.”

Louis Tomlinson

Louis shared a lengthy statement to his own Instagram, commemorating Liam’s legacy and his friendship.

“I am beyond devastated to be writing this but yesterday I lost a brother,” Louis wrote. “Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul. I first met Liam when he was 16 and I was 18, I was instantly amazed by his voice but more importantly as time went on I got the chance to see the kind of brother I’d longed all my life for.”

The “Back To You” singer—who cowrote many One Direction songs with Liam—continued to note Liam’s impact on the band.

“Liam was an incredible song writer with a great sense of melody, we often spoke of getting back into the studio together to try and recreate the writing chemistry we had built up in the band,” he added. “And for the record, Liam was in my opinion the most vital part of One Direction. His experience from a young age, his perfect pitch, his stage presence, his gift for writing. The list goes on. Thank you for shaping us Liam.”

Liam Payne’s family

“We are heartbroken,” Liam’s family—including mom Karen, dad Geoff and sisters Ruth and Nicola—told the BBC. “Liam will forever live in our hearts and we’ll remember him for his kind, funny and brave soul. We are supporting each other the best we can as a family and ask for privacy and space at this awful time.”

Kate Cassidy

Liam’s girlfriend—who was vacationing with the late singer and left Argentina days before his death—said she has been “at a complete loss” since news of his passing.

“Nothing about the past few days have felt real,” Kate wrote on Instagram Story. “I ask and pray that you give me the grace and space to navigate this in private.”

Calling Liam an “angel,” the influencer added, “I want you to know I loved you unconditionally and completely. I will continue to love you for the rest of my life.”

Cheryl Cole

In a statement describing her ex’s death as an “earth shattering event,” Cheryl—who shares son Bear with Liam—reminded folks to exercise grace during this “indescribably painful time.”

“I’d like to kindly remind everyone that we have lost a human being,” she wrote on Instagram Oct. 18. “Liam was not only a pop star and celebrity, he was a son, a brother, an uncle, a dear friend and a father to our 7 year old son. A son that now has to face the reality of never seeing his father again.”

She added, “Please give Liam the little dignity he has left in the wake of his death,” she concluded, “to rest in some peace at last.”

Simon Cowell

“Liam, I am truly devastated. Heartbroken. And I feel empty,” the X Factor judge wrote on Instagram Oct. 18. “And I want you to know how much love and respect I have for you. Every tear I have shed is a memory of you.”

Describing Liam—who he mentored along with the rest of One Direction—as “kind, funny, sweet, thoughtful, talented, humble, focused,” Simon continued, “I always thought the of the five of you in the band as brothers”

He added, “And now Liam, I can see the effect you had on so many people. Because you left us too soon. Rest in peace my friend.”

Ed Sheeran

“At a loss for words,” Ed wrote in an Oct. 17 Instagram post. “My thoughts are with his family and loved ones, every memory I have with him is a great one, just a heartbreaking situation. Be kind. X.”

Jade Thirlwall

“The news of Liam’s passing is truly devastating,” The Little Mix member wrote in an Oct. 17 Instagram Story. “Sending so much love to his family, friends, fans, loved ones and all who knew him.”

Jade—who competed on The X Factor UK alongside Perrie Edwards, Leigh-Anne Pinnock and Jesy Nelson in 2011 as Little Mix—also shared a memory of coming up in the industry with Liam.

“We fell out of touch as the years went by,” Jade continued. “But back in 2008 he was the first friend I made in this industry. Both of us so young, so ambitious, both hoping we’d ‘make it.’ I hope you are at peace now.”

Leigh-Anne Pinnock

The Little Mix member reshared Louis Tomlinson’s post about Liam, adding a message of her own.

“This is beyong heartbreaking,” she wrote. “Every time we crossed paths he was so lovely and humble. I’ll never forget seeing One Direction on tour for the first time and being instantly drawn to Liam’s presence you could just tell he was made for that stage. Gone way too soon. Sending all my love and deepest condolences to his family and everyone close to him.”