“Bet Us?” Recruits Said The SEAL Vet Would Miss — She Hit 5 Bullseyes Without Blinking

 

Part 1

“You think you can shoot better than the boys, sweetheart?”

The voice slid through the California heat, smug and lazy, with just enough challenge in it to make heads turn. The air at the Oceanside Public Range smelled like burnt powder and hot dust; far downrange, heat shimmered over the baked dirt berms like the world was boiling.

Lennox Harrow didn’t look up right away.

She sat at Bay 7 with a rental Glock 19 on the bench, a box of 9mm open at her elbow. Her faded red jacket was unzipped over a white tank top, jeans frayed at one knee, scuffed hiking boots planted shoulder-width apart under her. Blonde hair tied back in a simple ponytail. No jewelry. No makeup. No unit T-shirt advertising anything.

She could have been a bored college student who’d wandered into the range on a dare.

If you knew what to look for, you saw something else.

The way she stood—not slouched, not stiff. Balanced. Present. The way her eyes tracked movement without really seeming to move at all. The way she didn’t fidget, didn’t check her phone, didn’t need noise to fill the gaps in the afternoon.

Her hands moved without hesitation, feeding rounds into the magazine with a rhythm that was almost musical. Thumb. Press. Seat. Thumb. Press. Seat. No dropped rounds. No wasted motion.

Sergeant Michael Ducker took all that in and saw exactly what he wanted to see.

A civilian who’d gotten too cozy reading gun blogs.

He walked up to her lane with a folded $100 bill pinched theatrically between his fingers, four Marines trailing behind him like a small, eager storm.

“Talking to you, Red Jacket,” he added, in case she’d missed the line the first time.

Lennox clicked the last round into the mag and set the box aside. She glanced up, just once.

Close up, the Marines were exactly what she expected.

Ducker was thirty-one, built like an I-beam, high-and-tight haircut already going a little thin at the temples. His tan range T-shirt was stretched just enough over his chest to say he spent a lot of time at the gym. Sunglasses rode up on his head, leaving a pale groove across his forehead.

Behind him, four younger faces: Lance Corporal Hayes, still carrying the soft awkwardness of twenty-one under a hard-edged buzzcut; Private First Class Donnelly and Private Martinez, the kind of guys who laughed before they’d even heard the joke; and Private Chen, saying nothing, eyes sharp, taking everything in.

They all wore Pendleton unit shirts and that specific brand of bored arrogance that came with being back from School of Infantry and convinced the world had nothing left to teach you.

“What’s the game?” Lennox asked. Her voice was low, flat.

The faintest movement tugged at her left hand. She lifted it almost absently, fingers brushing the small tattoo tucked behind her left ear—a compass rose no bigger than a dime. The ink was old enough to be familiar, new enough that sometimes she still felt phantom heat where the needle had dug.

Ducker saw the movement, registered it as some dainty little girl tick, and dismissed it.

He held up the bill, letting it flutter in the breeze like bait.

“Hundred bucks says our pistol qual outshoots you,” he said. “Five shots. Five targets. Twenty-five yards. You beat my score, you walk with this. You miss even one, you’re buying the boys drinks at Willy’s.”

Behind himself, someone—Hayes, probably—snorted. “Easiest hundred bucks you’re ever gonna make, Sarge.”

The Marines chuckled, ugly and young.

Lennox looked at the bill, then at the faces behind it.

They saw a woman in a worn red jacket.

They didn’t see the compass rose.

They didn’t know that particular piece of ink didn’t come from Etsy or a Pinterest board. It came from a tent outside Lashkar Gah, from a needle dipped in ink sterilized over a propane stove, from hands that had buried more friends than they wanted to count.

“You booking charity events now, Sergeant?” she asked.

Hayes laughed louder. Even Ducker smirked.

“No charity here,” he said. “Just bored Marines and a slow Saturday. You look like you can shoot, I’ll give you that. Thought you might want to make it interesting.”

He said “you look like you can shoot” the way some men say “you’re pretty for your age”—amused, indulgent, harmless.

Lennox’s jaw flexed once.

“Distance?” she asked.

“Twenty-five yards.” He jerked his chin toward the targets. “Five IPSC silhouettes. A-zone hits only count. We shoot cold—no sighters, no do-overs. You in, sweetheart?”

The word scraped along her nerves like a bad patch of gravel.

Seven years of service had beaten a lot out of her. The urge to snap back. The need to win every stupid, pointless fight.

She could just say no. Let him swagger off. Go back to her quiet Saturday and her rented pistol and the steady rhythm of her own breathing.

She slid the loaded magazine into the Glock, racked the slide, and set the pistol back on the bench.

“Yeah,” she said. “I’m in.”

She’d been seven the first time her father put a rifle in her hands.

The Harrow house sat on the edge of Prescott, Arizona, where the town started to fall away into scrub and rock and more sky than a child knew what to do with. Her father’s truck smelled like oil and dust and the faint tang of old cigarettes. He didn’t talk on the drive out to the wash.

He never did.

He parked by a dry arroyo and pulled a battered Ruger 10/22 from behind the seat. Laid it carefully across her small arms like it was something alive.

“Rule one?” he asked.

“Treat it like it’s loaded,” she muttered, trying not to let the weight pull her down.

“Rule two?”

“Never point at anything you don’t intend to shoot.”

“Rule three?”

She hesitated. He raised an eyebrow.

“Finger off the trigger till you’re ready,” she recited.

He nodded once. Approval, in his language.

He didn’t say “I’m proud of you.”

He said, “All right. Let’s see what you do.”

They spent the whole afternoon out there, the sun baking the sand, the heat turning the air into a wavering sheet. He set a crushed soda can on a rock maybe fifty yards away. Handed her a magazine.

She missed. A lot.

By the twentieth miss, her shoulder ached. Her eyes watered. Her hands shook.

He didn’t adjust her stance. Didn’t put his hands over hers. Didn’t tell her “almost.”

He just loaded another mag.

“Breath,” he said. “That’s all it is. You breathe. You decide. Then you live with it.”

At sunset, when the world turned gold and everything looked softer than it really was, she hit the can.

The ping echoed across the arroyo.

He didn’t whoop.

He didn’t clap.

He just nodded once, that same slow nod, and said, “Good. Now do it again tomorrow.”

Years later, lying on a rooftop in Helmand Province with 80 pounds of gear cutting into her shoulders, an M40 balanced against a sandbag, sweat freezing between her shoulder blades while the temperature dove toward thirty-eight degrees, she realized he’d never been talking about the can.

He’d been talking about everything.

Back in Oceanside, Bay 7, the desert sun slanted low, turning the berms a harsh, unforgiving yellow. Wind gusted from west to east at maybe eight miles per hour, tugging the range flags into short flapping arcs.

Ducker jogged back to Bay 5, retrieved his own Glock from its case, and sauntered toward the firing line with the easy swagger of a man performing for an audience he’d already decided was adoring.

He loaded, press-checked, rolled his shoulders, shook out his hands.

“Watch and learn, boys,” he said over his shoulder.

He took his stance—modified isosceles, feet planted, arms extended, gun aligned with the center of his chest. He inhaled deeply, exhaled halfway, and nodded at the range officer.

“Shooter ready,” the RSO called.

“Up,” Ducker replied.

The timer beeped.

Five shots cracked in rapid succession. The sound slapped off the concrete dividers and came back twice as loud.

He cleared, locked his slide back, and stepped away with his chin lifted.

Downrange, the targets waited.

The RSO walked the line, tugged the first silhouette off its clips, held it up.

Five holes, all center mass, tight enough you could cover them with a coffee cup.

“Five A-zone,” he called. “Four-point-two-three seconds.”

The Marines whooped. Hayes slapped Ducker’s shoulder. Donnelly whistled.

“Put that on a recruiting poster,” Martinez joked.

Chen smiled slightly, but his eyes slid right back to Lennox.

She watched in silence.

Her heart rate hadn’t climbed. Fifty-eight beats per minute. Operational. The same steady tempo she’d learned to hold on patrol, on overwatch, in the long stretches between orders when your mind wanted to gallop away from you.

“You wanna back out now?” Ducker called as he strode back. “I’ll still let you buy the drinks. Might even throw you a compliment in front of the boys. ‘She tried real hard, gunnery sergeant.’”

The others grinned, waiting for her to flinch.

She set the rental Glock back in her hands.

The gun was heavier than her handguns had been downrange. Not by much. Just enough to remind her this one had no history, no scratches she recognized, no story behind each worn edge.

It was just a tool.

Those, she knew how to use.

She dropped the empty mag, let it clatter onto the bench, and slammed a fresh one home. Racked the slide. Checked the chamber without even thinking about the way her thumb and forefinger moved.

Then she stepped up to the line.

Fifteen yards. Twenty. Twenty-five.

Five paper silhouettes waited for her. They didn’t look like men. Or like the outlines of men she’d seen through glass. Not yet.

“Shooter ready?” the RSO asked.

She breathed in.

Out.

The air settled around her like thick cotton.

“Ready,” she said.

“Up.”

The timer beeped.

For a fraction of a second, the world narrowed to three points: her front sight, the blurred suggestion of rear notch, and the white A-zone of the first target.

The rest of it—the Marines, the heat, the wind—fell away.

Back on a rooftop. Back on a hillside. Back in a wash outside Prescott with a soda can on a rock and her father’s voice in her ear: It’s just breathing.

Press.

One shot.

Shift.

Press.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Recoil rolled through her arms like small waves. Her grip didn’t change. Her breathing didn’t spike. Her finger reset smoothly each time, no jerk, no anticipation.

The slide locked back, empty.

She lowered the pistol, finger along the frame, and stepped off the line.

The whole run had taken less than four seconds.

She hadn’t blinked.

The RSO walked downrange.

Every step was a count in her head.

One. Two. Three.

He tugged the first silhouette off the clips.

A single ragged hole sat dead center in the A-zone. Not just in, but in—the X ring within the A. Slightly high of dead nut center, but not by more than two millimeters.

“Target one: bullseye,” he called.

A murmur ran through the nearby bays.

Second target.

Bullseye.

Third.

Fourth.

Fifth.

Five silhouettes. Five shots. Five center A-zone hits so tight someone with an eye for it would realize two rounds had gone through almost the same hole.

The kind of group that didn’t happen by accident.

The kind of group you earned with dirt and sweat and nights you didn’t sleep.

Ducker’s grin slid right off his face.

“Run it again,” he snapped. “Wind dropped. She got lucky.”

The RSO gave him a look that said he had no patience for bruised egos.

“Wind didn’t change in the last thirty seconds, Sergeant,” he said. “You’ve got a good group. So does she.”

He glanced at Lennox.

“You wanna shoot again, ma’am?” he asked.

She shook her head once. “No need.”

She walked to the bench, set the Glock down, dropped the magazine, locked the slide back. Safety. Always.

Then she looked at Ducker.

“Bet was five shots,” she said quietly. “Five bullseyes. I think we’re done here.”

His jaw worked once, twice.

His gaze flicked to Hayes. To Donnelly. To Martinez.

The three younger Marines suddenly found the ground very interesting.

Only Chen held his gaze, brows drawn slightly, as if some puzzle piece had shifted in his head.

Ducker fished the folded bill out of his pocket. For a second, she thought he might pocket it again and walk away, pride trumping basic honor.

He didn’t.

He tossed it.

It fluttered to the concrete at her feet.

“There,” he said. “Enjoy it. You got lucky, sweetheart. But luck runs out.”

He stepped closer, dropping his voice to something only the small cluster could hear.

“You think that makes you something? Show up at Pendleton on Monday. Weapons Training Battalion. We’ll run you through a real course. See how you do when there’s more to it than five shots at paper.”

Lennox bent, picked up the bill, and smoothed the crease.

Monday.

Weapons Training Battalion.

Pendleton.

She hadn’t been back on that side of the wire in years.

She hadn’t planned on going back ever.

Her fingers found the compass rose again.

Brooks’ voice flickered through her memory, dryer than the Helmand air: You gonna let some big-mouthed instructor run his mouth like that, Harrow, or you gonna take his money and his pride both?

She folded the bill, tucked it into her jacket pocket.

“I’ll be there,” she said.

This time, she did let a hint of something curl at the corner of her mouth.

Not a smile.

Something older. Harder. Like the memory of one.

Behind Ducker, Hayes choked.

“You serious?” he blurted. “Weapons Training Battalion isn’t like this. It’s not a civilian range. You can’t just—”

“She can if someone sponsors her,” Chen said quietly.

His eyes were still on Lennox.

He’d seen it now.

Not the jacket.

Not the hair.

The way she’d stood when the timer beeped, the way she’d moved.

He’d seen that once before.

On a range with a staff sergeant who had a compass rose tucked behind his own ear.

“Yeah,” she said. “I can.”

She slipped her ear protection off, gathered the rental pistol and the empty mag, and handed them back to the range officer with a nod.

Then she turned and walked for the parking lot, the desert heat rolling against her back like a wave she’d been swimming in her whole life.

Behind her, the Marines watched her go.

Eight miles up the coast, the Pacific crashed against the sand in endless, tireless rhythm.

Monday was three days away.

Long enough for Ducker to build something that would break her.

Or long enough for him to learn, the hard way, that some people had already been broken and rebuilt in places he’d only seen on training slides.

 

Part 2

The first time Lennox saw Sangin from above, she thought it looked almost peaceful.

From the overwatch position, the town was just a smear of mud-brick compounds and narrow alleys hugging a snake of green where the river cut through the dust. It could have been any place on earth that clung to water and survived by stubbornness.

Then she put the scope to her eye, and the story changed.

Down in the streets, men moved with the slant-shouldered walk of people who carried weapons out of habit. Kids darted through alleys, barefoot and fast. Women shuffled between doorways with their faces turned inward, as if hoping to make themselves invisible.

The sun was a hammer. Shadows were black ink pooled in doorways. The heat rose off the rooftops in shimmering waves that made her sight picture wobble.

Next to her, Staff Sergeant Cameron Brooks lay prone, elbows dug into the sandbagged lip of the rooftop, spotting scope pressed to his brow.

“Wind’s spiking to nine,” he murmured into his mic. “Half value from two o’clock.”

“Copy,” she replied.

Every part of her body hurt. Her cheekbone pressed into the stock. Her elbows burned. Her lower back complained.

She kept her breathing slow.

Fifty-eight beats per minute.

Always fifty-eight.

“Remind me why we volunteered for this instead of sitting in some air-conditioned TOC,” Brooks grumbled.

“Because you’re a control freak and I like to make you happy, Staff Sergeant,” she said.

He snorted.

“Don’t you Marine Corps yes-staff-sergeant me, Harrow,” he said. “You think I don’t know you just like the view?”

The “view” that night was a high-value Taliban facilitator whose satellite phone had lit up enough networks that even the JSOC folks knew his name.

He was late.

They lay in the heat and the quiet and waited.

Patience, her father had told her, was what separated shooters from button mashers. Anyone could yank a trigger. Not everyone could wait to.

“Dad was right,” Brooks had said once when she’d told him that story, both of them half delirious from caffeine and boredom after twenty hours on glass. “Patience is ninety percent of the job. Other ten percent is not peeing your pants when things go sideways.”

The night he died, the patience broke.

The assault element was stacked up at the compound’s outer wall, waiting for the signal that their target was present. The radio crackled with compressed tension. The sky went from dark blue to velvet black.

“Movement,” Brooks murmured. “North roofline, compound three.”

She adjusted, breath shortening, sight swinging.

At first she saw nothing.

Then, subtle as a whisper, a shadow peeled away from the rooftop edge.

“Got him,” she breathed.

“Confirm weapon.”

The shape resolved into a man settling behind the squat outline of a PKM machine gun. The tripod legs scraped the rooftop, sending a puff of dust into the air.

Her stomach dropped.

“PKM, rooftop, 180 meters,” she said. “Northwest corner.”

The angle sucked. The wind sucked. The time sucked.

She didn’t think about any of that.

She just did the math.

Hold a little left for wind, a hair low for the angle.

Brooks didn’t bother calling it.

He knew she knew.

“Take it,” he said.

She exhaled, held, pressed.

The shot cracked through the night, louder in her bones than in the air.

Through the scope she saw the impact—chest, just right of center. The insurgent jerked, stumbled, collapsed, limbs folding under him.

For half a second, she allowed herself the tiny, bitter relief that came with a clean shot.

Then the PKM burped.

She hadn’t been fast enough.

The dead man’s finger had finished its arc. The belt-fed weapon spit a short, vicious burst in a wild arc before his weight dragged it sideways.

Brooks jerked.

She heard the thump of his body before she registered the sound.

“Brooks?” she whispered.

No answer.

The world shrank to a smear of blood on desert camo.

Two rounds hammered his plate carrier, the ceramic cracking but holding. The third had snuck through the gap near his collarbone, vicious and precise where the others had been clumsy.

There was so much blood.

“Cam,” she said, voice climbing. “Hey. Hey, stay with me.”

He coughed, wet and ugly.

Her hands moved without her.

Massive hemorrhage, first. Pack the wound. Gauze into the hole, more, more, fingers shoving against torn flesh. Pressure dressing, tight. Airway, clear. Breathing—bad. So bad.

“GUNFIGHT, GUNFIGHT, GUNFIGHT,” someone shouted over the net, distant and tinny.

“Sniper team two taking casualties,” she heard herself say. “Staff Sergeant Brooks hit. Need medevac now.”

“Bird’s seven minutes out,” came the reply.

Seven minutes was an eternity.

Seven minutes was nothing.

She pressed harder, arms shaking, blood slicking her fingers, turning the desert sand into mud.

He grabbed her wrist with surprising strength.

“Hey,” he croaked, voice shredded. “Harrow. Look at me.”

She did.

His eyes were bright and too wide.

“Not your fault,” he said.

“Shut up,” she snapped. “You don’t get to—”

“Not your fault,” he repeated. “Promise me…”

His fingers squeezed. Then went slack.

The bird arrived nine minutes later.

He’d bled out in six.

They put his name on a wall months later.

They never put hers anywhere.

She’d refused the Bronze Star with Valor they tried to pin on her for that op. Said she’d been too slow. Said they should give it to his mother.

They gave it to her anyway.

She left it in a footlocker in storage, unopened.

The only mark she’d chosen to carry was the compass rose behind her ear.

A dozen of them had it now—all snipers who’d worked those quiet, ugly missions that didn’t show up in the official stories.

Every time she touched it, she felt the weight of every man and woman whose tags she’d carried home.

Every time she stepped onto a civilian range and saw some broad-shouldered instructor smirk at her, something in her asked the same quiet, dangerous question.

How much of me do you really want to see?

Ducker hadn’t wanted to see any of it.

He wanted a story. A beer. A hundred bucks.

Instead, three days later, he woke up with a knot in his stomach and an itch under his skin he couldn’t name.

It felt like the morning of a deployment.

He tried to shake it off.

“You look like you ate bad chow, Sarge,” Hayes said as they rode out to Weapons Training Battalion in a beat-up government pickup.

“Shut up, Hayes,” Ducker muttered.

He’d spent all weekend building a course.

If she showed up—big if—he was going to put her through something that would humble her. Quickly. Safely. Officially.

Range 208 sat at the far end of the complex, a stretch of scrub and dirt carved into a carefully choreographed nightmare. Steel plates, barricades, kill houses, and pop-up silhouettes dotted the landscape under the morning fog.

He’d run instructors through there. Seen them break. Seen them miss.

He’d never seen anyone run it clean.

He sure as hell wasn’t going to see some civilian do it.

“You really think she’ll come?” Donnelly asked from the backseat.

“Probably not,” Martinez said. “She got her hundred. Why risk it?”

Chen said nothing.

He stared out the window, watching the fog roll low and thick over the scrub, thinking about a compass rose tattoo and a staff sergeant’s quiet voice: Best shooter I ever saw was a woman. Half the Marines didn’t take her seriously. Other half didn’t know what hit ’em.

Lennox woke before her alarm on Monday.

The Oceanside apartment was small—one bedroom, one cramped living room, a kitchen barely big enough to turn around in. The blinds were still drawn, the world outside tinted gray-blue.

She’d slept badly.

Dreams of rooftops and rivers and tinny radio chatter had chased her through the night. Nothing new.

She sat on the edge of the mattress and flexed her hands, one at a time.

No tremor.

Good.

She pulled on jeans, a dark gray T-shirt, and the same red jacket. The fabric had softened over the years, edges fraying at cuffs and pockets.

In the bathroom mirror, the woman staring back at her looked older than twenty-nine. Not in the wrinkled way. In the eyes.

She turned her head, just enough to catch the flash of ink behind her ear.

“Brooks,” she said quietly, without really knowing why, “I’m going back on base.”

The face in the mirror didn’t answer.

She’d known how this would go from the moment she said yes.

Pendleton was muscle memory too. The gate guards. The smell of the air—dust and eucalyptus and faint jet fuel. The way the pavement changed from civilian to government under the tires.

She had no illusions that she could just drive up to Weapons Training Battalion and stroll in.

But she knew a gunny.

Gunnery Sergeant Miguel Valdez had been a name and a voice downrange, once—a Marine from another company who’d rotated through Sangin the tour after hers. They’d shared a radio frequency for a few weeks, coordinating overlapping fields of fire.

Years later, when she’d bumped into him at a veterans’ event in San Diego, they’d traded stories and beers and the kind of easy, tired respect that only came from shared terrain.

She’d texted him Saturday.

He’d called her within five minutes.

“Tell me you didn’t hustle one of my instructors out of a hundred bucks,” he’d said, halfway between outraged and delighted.

“Can’t help what people volunteer, Gunny,” she’d replied.

He’d laughed.

“Fine,” he said. “You want in on the course Monday, I can swing it. Civilians don’t usually touch our stuff, but I’ll slap ‘guest instructor eval’ on the paperwork and nobody will squawk too loud. You sure you wanna dance with Ducker on his home floor?”

She’d thought of Brooks.

Of the can on the rock.

Of the slap of her father’s hand on her shoulder the first time she’d qualified expert at the range back in the fleet, the closest thing to pride she’d seen on his face.

“He challenged me on mine,” she said. “Feels fair.”

“Semper,” Valdez said. “Be here 07:45. And Harrow?”

“Yeah?”

“Don’t make me regret vouching for you.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it, Gunny.”

The fog was thick enough to chew when she pulled into the small gravel lot near Range 208. The world had shrunk to grays and the pale arcs of headlights cutting through.

She parked, killed the engine, and sat for a second, listening to the tick of cooling metal.

Her heartbeat was steady.

Fifty-eight.

She got out.

The sound of voices drifted through the fog—the barking cadence of instructors, the lighter chatter of Marines trying to sound relaxed. Metal clanged somewhere, the high ping of steel hit by rounds.

Valdez met her at the range gate.

He looked older than last time she’d seen him. More lines around the eyes. More gray at the temples. Same solid presence.

“Damn,” he said, taking her in. “You really came.”

“You told me to be here,” she said.

He snorted. “You know how many times Marines say they’ll show up for a voluntary course and then ghost? I was betting forty-sixty you’d text me an excuse.”

She shrugged. “You didn’t bring a hundred bucks, so I figured I’d collect something else.”

He laughed, clapped her on the shoulder, and jerked his chin toward the range.

“Come on,” he said. “Your fan club’s waiting.”

Ducker had outdone himself.

Six stations fanned out across the scrub like the bones of some dead beast.

Station One: pistol to rifle transitions—three targets at fifteen meters, mandatory reload in between.

Station Two: barricade shooting—multiple positions, each requiring specific support-hand or strong-hand engagements.

Station Three: moving steel at thirty meters, plates swinging back and forth on chains.

Station Four: low-light hallway, shoot/no-shoot silhouettes and strobe lights.

Station Five: stress fire—wind sprints, then twenty rounds on a reduced-size target at twenty-five meters within a tight time cap.

Station Six: two-hundred-meter iron sight shot on a steel silhouette barely wider than a man’s torso, wind gusting unpredictably across the gap.

Most instructors who ran this course needed at least twenty-eight minutes and dropped three or four hits along the way.

He’d set the qual bar at thirty minutes, with no more than three misses allowed before disqualification.

He’d told himself it was fair.

He’d told himself if she was good, she’d pass. If she wasn’t, she’d bail around Station Four.

What he hadn’t told himself was that part of him wanted her to be good.

Not better than him. Just… not embarrassing.

He didn’t like the way that thought made his stomach twist.

“Eyes up, Marines,” Valdez barked as they approached. “This is Harrow. She’s running the course as a guest shooter.”

There were about twenty instructors clustered near the start line, mugs in hand, caps pulled low. They all looked like variations on Ducker—broad, tan, self-assured.

A few smirked.

One, a tall Black Marine with a scar down his cheek, raised his brows and said, “This the one that took your Benjamin, Mike?”

“Shut it, Carter,” Ducker muttered.

Lennox scanned the group, her gaze flicking over faces, gear, posture. She recognized Chen among them, standing slightly back, his expression less cocky than on Saturday.

He gave a small nod.

She returned it.

Ducker stepped forward, an M4 slung over one shoulder, a holstered Glock on his thigh.

“All right, here’s how this works,” he said, projecting the practiced command voice of a man who’d yelled instructions on rifle ranges for a living. “You’ve got six stations. You’ll run them in sequence. Total time under thirty minutes. You miss more than three total, you’re done. You quit at any point, you’re escorted off. No coaching, no second chances.”

He handed her the carbine.

“Standard-issued M4, iron sights only,” he said. “Glock 19, no optics. Six mags—three rifle, three pistol.”

She took the rifle, letting its familiar weight settle into her palms.

It wasn’t her rifle. Not the one she’d named and cursed and bled on. But the ergonomics were identical. Her cheek found the stock in the exact same way, like muscle memory was a language she’d never stopped speaking.

“Questions?” he asked.

She looked past him at Valdez.

“Who’s scoring?” she asked.

“I am,” Valdez said, lifting his clipboard.

“You ever serve Helmand, Gunny?” she asked.

The chatter dulled.

“Yeah,” he said slowly. “Second Battalion, Seventh Marines. Sangin. Late 2012. Why?”

Her throat felt tight.

“Same time I was there,” she said. “Force Recon detachment. Overwatch. My spotter was Staff Sergeant Cameron Brooks.”

The name dropped into the fog like a stone into a well.

Valdez blinked.

“Brooks?” he said. “From Golf Company?”

She nodded.

“Damn,” he breathed. “He… he wrote my platoon up for an impromptu marksmanship clinic once. Saved our asses on a ridge line. You were with him?”

“I was behind the glass,” she said. “The night he took fire, I carried his tags back.”

The instructors were watching now, curiosity replacing some of the earlier skepticism.

“MOS?” Valdez asked.

“0317 secondary,” she said. “Scout sniper.”

Someone in the back whistled low.

“And the rose?” Valdez asked quietly.

She turned her head, sweeping her hair aside just enough to bare the small compass inked behind her ear.

“Got it under a tarp outside Lashkar Gah,” she said. “After some things that don’t show up on slides.”

For a heartbeat, the only sounds were the wind and the distant pop of gunfire from another range.

Valdez exhaled slowly.

“Well, hell,” he said to Ducker. “You didn’t tell me you picked a fight with a rose.”

Ducker’s cheeks flushed dull red under his tan.

“I didn’t know,” he said stiffly.

“Yeah,” Valdez said. “That’s the problem, isn’t it.”

He turned back to Lennox.

“Course stands,” he said. “You clear it, everyone here will know exactly what that rose means. You ready?”

She rolled her shoulders.

Fifty-eight beats per minute.

Her hand brushed the compass.

“Yeah,” she said. “I’m ready.”

 

Part 3

At Station One, the world shrank to the rectangle of gravel, the three chest-sized silhouettes fifteen meters away, and the rhythm of steel and polymer in her hands.

“Shooter ready?” Valdez called.

“Up,” she replied.

The start buzzer chirped, high and sharp.

She came out of the holster clean, pistol up, front sight rising into the notch like it lived there. First shot snapped, center mass on target one. Two more, two more silhouettes. Transition. Thumb hit the mag release; empty dropped. Fresh mag up, seating with a satisfying click.

Her support hand shot forward, catching the rifle’s handguard as it swung off its sling. She dropped her strong hand to the pistol’s frame, hit the retention snaps by touch. In one smooth motion the pistol settled while the rifle came up.

Muzzle. Sights. Press.

Three rifle shots.

Six targets, six hits.

“Eight point six four seconds,” Valdez yelled. “Clean.”

The instructors murmured.

She barely heard them.

Her world moved in segments now.

Station Two: barricade work.

The plywood barrier was cut with ports—low, high, left, right. Each demanded a different position. Kneel. Lean. Stand. Switch shoulders. Shoot support-side around left cover so you don’t hang half your torso out like a fool.

She’d run similar drills in the cramped fake villages they’d built stateside to mimic real ones that never looked quite right.

She’d run them for real, too, hugging cracked mud walls that stank of goats and smoke, trying to give small assault teams every angle she could from wherever she was.

“Cover is life, Harrow,” Brooks had used to say. “You ever feel like you’re exposing too much meat, you are.”

She dropped to one knee, rifle through the low right port, center-punching the first target. Scooted left, shouldered the rifle weak-side, angled around the left port just enough to see and be seen, dropped the second silhouette. Popped up to the high port for the third.

Her quads burned. Her breath stayed even.

“Station Two clear, no misses,” Valdez called.

Station Three was moving steel.

Three plates at thirty meters swung lazily back and forth on chains, white paint already chipped from previous hits.

Hit timing mattered more than raw accuracy here. Lead too much, you miss in front. Not enough, you chase the plate. Hesitate, and you bleed your clock dry.

The wind pushed at them in irregular gusts. The plates didn’t move cleanly. They jerked.

She liked that.

Predictable targets made people complacent.

She watched the left-most plate for a full second, just breathing, letting her brain synchronize with the swing.

Then—on an inhale—she pressed.

The plate rang, swing altered.

She transitioned before the sound faded, riding an internal metronome only she could hear.

Three shots. Three clangs.

“Eleven point one seconds,” Valdez said. “Clean.”

By Station Four, the instructors weren’t talking anymore.

The low-light shoot house was a squat concrete building with a maze of plywood walls inside. The world inside glowed only in jagged flashes—strobe lights popping on and off at random intervals, light bars triggered by motion. The targets inside were a mix of armed silhouettes and photos of civilians.

Shoot. Don’t shoot.

Her boot heel hit the taped start line.

Her heart did not speed up.

She’d learned not to let it.

She stepped into the dark.

Move. Breathe. Let the eyes adjust. Don’t fixate on the light.

First strobe popped to her right, bright enough to sear afterimages into her vision. A silhouette stood in the frame, pistol extended.

Gun up. One, two. The paper chest tore.

She pivoted, sweeping the left corner low. A woman’s face stared at her from a hostage target, wide-eyed, a child’s head peeking from behind. No weapon.

Finger straight.

Step past.

Another flash. A man with a rifle.

Two more shots.

The smell of burnt paper and propellant filled the small space, familiar and oddly comforting.

By the time she stepped back into the gray daylight, her pupils shrank painfully. She squinted, blinking hard.

“Twenty-five targets,” Valdez said, checking the marks. “Twenty-five correct IDs. Clean.”

Outside, the fog had thinned. The world looked harsher without the soft filter.

“Time?” one of the instructors called.

“Eighteen minutes, fourteen seconds,” Valdez replied. “Two stations left.”

They weren’t taking bets anymore.

They were watching with something like awe.

Station Five was the stress fire.

A strip of range tape marked out a twenty-five-meter sprint lane. At the far end, a small reduced-size silhouette target stood at ten yards, mocking and tiny.

“On the buzzer, you sprint,” Valdez said. “When you hit the cone, you drop, you shoot twenty rounds. All in the black. You drift, you eat a miss.”

She nodded.

Her right knee twinged—that old ache from a bad landing in the mountains, fast-roping onto a rock that had hidden just wrong in the grass. It would hold.

“Shooter ready?”

“Up.”

Buzzer.

She ran.

The air clawed at her throat, damp and cool and thicker than Helmand’s razor wind. Gravel shifted under her boots. The instructors’ shouts blurred into background noise.

She hit the cone, dropped to a knee, rifle up.

Her legs burned.

Her hands did not shake.

She took half a breath.

Her world shrank again.

Front sight.

Black silhouette.

Twenty rounds.

She worked the trigger in a cadence that matched her heart, not fighting to slow it or force it. Just riding it.

Halfway through, her quad threatened to cramp. She shifted her weight without thinking, smoothed it out.

The final round snapped into the tiny target.

She decanted from the kneel slowly, letting her legs remind her she wasn’t twenty-two anymore.

“Target five: all in,” Valdez called. “No misses.”

“Jesus,” someone whispered.

She ignored them.

Only Station Six remained.

Two hundred meters.

Iron sights.

Wind had picked up, gusting at twelve from left to right now. Enough that a sloppy shooter would throw rounds right off the steel.

The silhouette at the far berm looked absurdly small. Just a narrow white sliver against a tan wall.

She’d hit men further in worse conditions with more on the line.

She reminded herself this range wasn’t a rooftop.

This steel wasn’t a man.

But something in her chest—some old knot of guilt and need—tightened anyway.

“This is it,” Valdez said. “You’ve got time. You’ve got rounds. You only need one on to clear the station. Don’t rush.”

She dropped prone, elbows digging into the dirt.

It felt right.

Her cheek found the stock. Her support hand slid under the handguard. Her body aligned behind the rifle like they’d been built together.

The wind tugged at her jacket, whispering against her ears.

She watched the flags downrange.

Their movements weren’t consistent. Gusts. Lulls. Tiny shifts.

She waited through three cycles, counting.

One-Mississippi, two-Mississippi…

Predicting the unpredictable wasn’t really possible. But you could read tendencies. You could feel the average.

Brooks had been good at that. His wind calls had been surgical.

“Left to right, point three,” he’d muttered over her shoulder a hundred times, his voice calm even when everything else was burning.

She breathed in.

Held.

The memory of his voice lodged in her chest like shrapnel.

“Press, Harrow,” she imagined him saying.

She did.

The rifle bucked.

The shot cracked.

The sound hit the steel half a second later with a clear, satisfying gong.

Center mass.

She didn’t need to see the splash. She heard it.

“Time,” Valdez yelled, checking his watch. “Twenty-two minutes, zero misses. Course cleared.”

For three seconds, the range was silent.

Lennox rolled to sit, rifle across her lap, dirt smearing the knees of her jeans.

She looked up.

The instructors were staring at her like she’d grown a second head.

Then Carter clapped.

Once.

Twice.

The sound was sharp and deliberate.

Valdez joined in.

Then another.

In seconds, the little knot of Marines was applauding in earnest, whoops and whistles mixing with the clapping.

It wasn’t graduation-style polite applause.

It was raw.

Respect, stripped of ego.

She blinked, throat suddenly tight.

She hadn’t stood in front of a group of Marines and earned anything from them in years.

It felt dangerous how much it mattered.

Ducker stood slightly apart, arms crossed, jaw clenched.

He looked like a man whose whole internal map had just been redrawn without his consent.

Valdez walked to Lennox first.

“You just ran the hardest course we have cleaner than I’ve ever seen anyone run it,” he said, voice pitched low for her. “In twenty years here, I’ve seen maybe three Marines come close.”

“I had good instructors,” she said, quietly.

“Yeah,” he said. “I can tell.”

He looked at the compass rose again.

“We’re running an advanced marksmanship course next cycle,” he added. “Marines who think they’re hot shit, some who actually are. You feel like standing at the front of the line for a change instead of the back, I can get you on the schedule as a guest. No bets. No egos. Just teaching.”

She hesitated.

She’d walked away from the Corps with a DD-214 and a duffel bag and the distinct belief that she was done teaching anyone anything. That she’d given enough.

“Think about it,” he said, reading her pause. “You don’t owe anybody anything. But there are boots out there who’d benefit more from ten minutes with you than ten hours with someone who’s never seen what you’ve seen.”

She nodded once.

“I’ll think about it,” she said.

He squeezed her shoulder and stepped back.

Then it was just her and Ducker.

He approached like a man walking up to a difficult target—steady, cautious.

He stopped a few feet away, boots digging into the dirt.

For a moment, he said nothing.

Then:

“I didn’t know,” he said.

It wasn’t an excuse.

Just a fact.

“I know,” she replied. “You weren’t supposed to.”

“I’ve been the best shot in every room I’ve walked into since I was eighteen,” he said. “I built my whole… thing on that. Being the guy people came to. Being the one with the answers.”

He swallowed, the motion visible.

“Then you show up,” he continued, “in that jacket, with that rental Glock, and you make me look like a boot in front of my own Marines.”

“I didn’t make you do anything,” she said. “You walked over. You bet me. I just shot paper.”

He huffed out a small, humorless laugh.

“Yeah,” he said. “You did.”

He glanced back at the compass rose.

Valdez had told him what it meant.

He now understood that the woman he’d called “sweetheart” at the public range had more time behind a gun under actual fire than he’d likely ever see.

And she’d said none of it.

Didn’t flash a DD-214.

Didn’t lead with a trident she’d earned later, doing contract work with a Naval Special Warfare unit that would never put her name on anything public.

She’d just stood there and let him hang himself with his own rope.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

She blinked.

He hadn’t said “if I offended you.”

He hadn’t said “for your feelings.”

He’d said: I’m sorry.

She nodded.

“Apology accepted,” she said.

He shifted his weight, scuffing his boot.

“For what it’s worth,” he added, “if you want a slot instructing here, I’ll back Valdez. You’ve got something most of us don’t. And I’m not just talking about wind calls.”

“What’s that?” she asked.

“Perspective,” he said. “Knowing it’s not about you.”

She almost smiled at that.

“Being good,” she said slowly, “isn’t about being better than everyone else. It’s about being better than you were yesterday.”

He tilted his head.

“That from your dad?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she said. “And from my spotter.”

He nodded once.

“Good teachers,” he said.

“Yeah,” she echoed. “They were.”

He didn’t offer his hand.

She didn’t offer hers.

They didn’t need to seal anything with a grip.

He’d seen what he needed to see.

She’d shot how she needed to shoot.

As she walked back toward the parking lot, rifle turned in, guest badge surrendered, Chen jogged up beside her.

“Ma’am,” he said, a little breathless.

“Don’t ‘ma’am’ me,” she said. “Makes me feel ancient.”

He flushed. “Sorry. Lennox, right?”

She squinted at him. “Chen, right? You were with Ducker at Oceanside.”

“Yes, ma—yeah,” he stammered. “I, uh… Staff Sergeant Brooks used to be my platoon sergeant. Before he went to your unit.”

Her chest pulled tight.

“He talked about you,” Chen said quickly. “Not by name. Just… he said the best shooter he’d ever worked with was this woman half the Corps didn’t take seriously. Said she made everyone around her better whether they liked it or not.”

She swallowed.

“Did he?” she asked.

“He also said,” Chen added, “that she’d saved more lives than she’d taken, and that if she ever forgot that, he’d haunt her ass.”

A laugh punched out of her, sharp and unexpected.

“Yeah,” she said. “That sounds like him.”

She touched the compass rose by reflex.

For the first time in a long time, the gesture didn’t feel like a weight.

It felt like a tether.

Not to the past.

To the people in it who’d believed in her.

“You going to take Valdez up on that offer?” Chen asked.

She watched a pair of young instructors across the range arguing over sight post height. Watched Ducker quietly adjust a private’s stance without showboating.

“Maybe,” she said. “Somebody’s gotta teach you boots not to stick your elbows out like antennas.”

He grinned.

“If you come back,” he said, “I promise not to bet against you.”

“Don’t promise that,” she replied. “Sometimes it’s good for people to lose money.”

They parted at the lot.

The fog had burned off completely now. The sky was a hard, bright blue. The hills around Pendleton rolled out green and brown and unforgiving.

As she slid into her truck, the hundred-dollar bill crinkled in her pocket.

She took it out, smoothed it on her knee, and laughed softly.

She’d thought, years ago, that all her debts were written in blood.

Turned out some were payable in bullseyes and bruised egos.

She could live with that.

 

Part 4

The first class Lennox taught at Weapons Training Battalion showed up half-joking and half-curious.

Word had traveled faster than any official memo.

The story had mutated in the telling.

By the time it reached the barracks, she’d triple-tapped a dime at fifty yards while blindfolded, disassembled and reassembled an M4 in ten seconds, and shot a playing card in half sideways at a hundred meters.

She’d done none of those things.

But she had run the impossible course clean.

That was enough to make the grunts show up.

Valdez didn’t introduce her with fanfare.

He just stood at the front of the classroom—a cinderblock box decorated with charts of ballistic coefficients and wind formulas—and said, “This is Harrow. If you’re smart, you’ll listen when she talks.”

She stood beside the projector screen in her red jacket, jeans, and a drab Helix Labs T-shirt she’d picked up consulting for a protection company. No rank on her, no badges, no trident, no scroll.

Some of the Marines in the front row looked around, confused.

“Thought you said we were getting a SEAL,” one stage-whispered.

“You’re getting someone who’s worked with SEALs,” Valdez said dryly. “And who can outshoot most of them on a bad day.”

She didn’t confirm or deny.

Her time consulting with a Naval Special Warfare task force overseas had been… complicated. A civilian contractor with a sniper background dropping into an ecosystem built on ego and tradition made waves.

She’d learned a lot from them.

They’d learned a lot from her.

None of it needed to be on a slide.

“What’s the first job of a sniper?” she asked the class.

“Take the shot, ma’am,” one private said quickly.

“Shoot bad guys,” another added.

“Make the enemy afraid to show their face,” Hayes—now re-assigned as a student, not just Ducker’s shadow—offered.

She shook her head.

“First job of a sniper,” she said, “is not to miss.”

A few chuckles.

She let them hang.

“Not because of your pride,” she added. “Not because of your score on a qual. Because every round you send has a story attached. If you don’t know exactly where that story ends, you’ve got no business pulling the trigger.”

Chen nodded, expression sober.

“Today isn’t about fancy trick shots or Instagram fodder,” she continued. “It’s about fundamentals. Breathing. Positioning. Reading wind. Doing it right when nobody is clapping, nobody is watching, and the only people who will ever know you were there are the ones who go home because you did your job.”

She caught Ducker’s eye in the back row.

He gave a small nod.

Respect, now, with no resentment around the edges.

Outside, the wind picked up.

Inside, she talked about mirage, about the way heat would bend light and make targets dance. She talked about the way adrenaline made your hands lie to you, made you think you were steady when you weren’t.

She talked about Helmand.

Not the gore. Not the heroics.

The boredom.

The waiting.

The moments where the only thing between a squad and a firefight was whether you caught a glint of metal at the right moment.

“Anybody can shoot when they’re amped,” she said. “The question is, can you be still when you’re terrified? Can you slow down when everything in you is screaming to rush? Can you hold fifty-eight beats per minute when the guy next to you is bleeding?”

No one joked after that.

On weekends, she still went to Oceanside.

Not because she had to.

Because she wanted to.

She’d started to notice the civilians more.

The nervous boyfriend showing his partner how to shoot for the first time, fingers clumsy on the slide.

The older woman in a floral blouse gripping a revolver too high, knuckles white.

The teenager in a hoodie flinching every time the lane next to him fired.

She saw herself in all of them.

Not the trained part.

The new part.

She started offering small pointers.

“Relax your shoulders a little,” she’d tell the guy with his elbows locked straight. “You’ll fight the recoil less.”

“Try smoothing out the trigger press,” she’d suggest to the woman jerking shots low and left. “Like you’re rolling through, not yanking.”

Some took it well.

Some bristled.

She didn’t force it.

She’d had enough of people forcing lessons on her without trust to last a lifetime.

One Saturday, a college kid with nervous energy and a brand-new pistol case approached her tentatively.

“Uh, ma’am?” he said.

She gave him a look.

He swallowed. “Sorry. Uh, miss. The range officer said you’re… like… really good. I was wondering if you could… maybe tell me if I’m doing everything wrong.”

She almost smiled.

“Probably not everything,” she said. “But yeah. I can watch a string.”

She adjusted his grip, corrected his stance, and watched his group tighten from scattered chaos to something almost respectable.

He grinned, high-fiving the air.

“Dude,” he said. “That’s… that feels amazing. Thank you.”

She nodded.

Brooks’ voice ghosted through her head again: You save lives you’ll never see, Harrow. That’s the gig.

She hadn’t believed him then.

She was starting to now.

The more she taught, the less the compass rose felt like a weight.

On its face, it was just ink.

Lines and points.

But student by student, Marine by Marine, she layered meaning onto it that wasn’t just about kills and ghosts.

It became a reminder that she’d climbed out of something ugly and still had something to give.

On a chilly November morning, she got a letter from Brooks’ mother.

Handwritten.

Dear Lennox,

I hope it’s okay that I write you. Gunnery Sergeant Valdez gave me your address.

I wanted to say thank you for carrying Cameron’s tags home. I know that wasn’t easy.

He wrote to me about you, you know. Said you were stubborn and too hard on yourself and the best shooter he’d ever seen. Said if anything happened to him, he trusted you to keep people safe.

I saw the video of you on that course. I think he’d be proud.

Take care of yourself. Don’t spend your whole life trying to pay for something that wasn’t your fault.

Love,
Mary Brooks

Lennox sat at her kitchen table, the red jacket hanging over the chair back, the letter trembling slightly in her hand.

She’d never cried for Brooks.

Not really.

There hadn’t been time.

The day they’d buried him, she’d been on another flight. Another mission. Another rooftop.

The tears came now, hot and ugly and quiet.

They weren’t just for him.

They were for the nineteen-year-old in Prescott who’d thought hitting a soda can at fifty yards would be the hardest shot of her life. For the twenty-two-year-old on the bus to Pendleton with a duffel bag and a head full of promises. For the twenty-six-year-old who’d left the service with a chest full of medals she didn’t want.

She pressed the letter flat on the table to smooth out the crinkles her tears made.

“Okay,” she said to the empty room. “Okay.”

 

Part 5

Years slide by faster once you stop counting deployments.

Lennox hit thirty-five with more scars, more laugh lines, and a running joke among the Weapons Training Battalion instructors that she was the unofficial ghost of Range 208.

Recruits whispered about her like a myth.

“You heard about the SEAL sniper who taught Valdez’s class?” one would ask at the chow hall.

“She’s not a SEAL,” another would argue. “She was Marine scout sniper, attached to some JSOC unit. My cousin’s in Recon, he heard—”

“Nah, dude, my buddy said she’s CIA. Or, like, some contractor. Either way, Sarge says if she’s on the line, don’t bet against her.”

By then, the original story had morphed.

Some versions had ten bullseyes.

Some had her shooting in the rain.

In all of them, a loudmouth had lost money.

The truth didn’t need to compete.

It just needed to be steady.

On a sun-blasted afternoon a few summers after that first bet, a small group of fresh-faced Marines filed onto Range 208 for an orientation. Most were nineteen, twenty. A few older. Some had never fired anything more than a hunting rifle back home. Others had grown up around guns and assumed that made them experts.

Valdez stood at the front, clipboard in hand.

“Welcome to Weapons Training Battalion,” he said. “You’re here because somebody up the chain thinks you’ve got potential. Our job is to drag that potential out, beat the stupid off of it, and send you back to your units as shooters we can trust.”

A nervous chuckle rippled through the group.

“You’re gonna get yelled at,” he continued. “You’re gonna get frustrated. You’re gonna miss. That’s fine. That’s why you’re here. We can fix misses. We can’t fix people who think they’re done learning.”

He squinted into the bright.

“Some of you may have heard stories about a crazy course and a guest shooter who ran it clean,” he said. “You’ll get pieces of that story right. You’ll get a lot of it wrong. If you want the real version, you can ask her yourself.”

He jerked his chin toward the side of the range.

Lennox stepped out of the shade of the range shack.

She wore a ball cap low, sunglasses, ear pro around her neck, and a range belt instead of her old red jacket now. The compass rose was still tucked behind her ear, hidden by the edge of the cap.

“Afternoon,” she said.

The recruits went quiet.

“Some of you are already betting you can outshoot her,” Valdez added, deadpan. “Those of you making that bet, please come see me after. I have forms you can fill out to donate directly to the enlisted ball fund.”

A few of the bolder recruits laughed.

One—tall, corn-fed, with a grin too big for his face—raised his hand.

“Ma’am,” he said. “With all due respect, my uncle says he can outshoot any instructor the Corps has. He was thinking of coming down one weekend. Maybe y’all could…”

He trailed off as the older instructors groaned.

“Oh my God,” Carter muttered. “We’ve got another one.”

Lennox smiled, small and sharp.

“Tell your uncle if he shows up at Oceanside with a hundred bucks,” she said, “I’ll be happy to have a conversation with him about humility.”

The class laughed.

The tall recruit turned red.

“Relax, boot,” Ducker called from the back, finally embracing the nickname as a badge instead of an insult. “She doesn’t bite. She just… rearranges your self-image with small explosives.”

Over the years, he’d become her unexpected ally.

He still ran his mouth.

He still strutted.

But there was a line he didn’t cross anymore.

If he heard an instructor call a female Marine “sweetheart” on his range, he shut it down before she had to.

Progress came in weird forms.

That afternoon, one of the female recruits hung back as the rest moved to the firing line.

She was small, dark-haired, with a last name tag that read “ORTEGA.”

Her jaw was set in that familiar way—defensive, daring anyone to underestimate her.

Lennox recognized it with uncomfortable clarity.

“You lost?” she asked, stepping up beside her.

Ortega shook her head. “No, ma—no. Just… waiting.”

“For what?” Lennox asked.

Ortega shrugged, scuffing the toe of her boot. “For the part where everyone figures out I don’t belong here,” she said. “Gets it over with, you know?”

Something in Lennox’s chest twisted.

“Who told you that?” she asked.

Ortega snorted. “Everyone. Back home. In the fleet. ‘Should’ve picked admin.’ ‘Should’ve gone officer.’ ‘You’re too small, too soft.’”

“Maybe they’re right,” Lennox said.

Ortega’s head snapped up, eyes blazing.

“But maybe they’re full of crap,” Lennox added calmly. “You won’t know until you shoot. That’s the only opinion that matters out here—yours and your target’s.”

The younger woman’s shoulders lowered a millimeter.

“You ever feel like that?” Ortega asked, quiet.

“Every day for the first year,” Lennox said. “Every other day after that. But I had people who saw past it. You will, too.”

She nodded toward the line.

“Get up there,” she said. “Make your shots. Let the paper tell you if you belong. I’ve seen plenty of big dudes miss. Target doesn’t care about your height.”

Ortega huffed a laugh and jogged to her lane.

Lennox watched her stance, her grip, her first shot.

It was high and right.

That was fine.

They had time.

In the evenings, when the ranges went quiet and the wind died down, Lennox sometimes stayed after the last class had left.

She’d set five steel plates downrange at twenty-five yards, paint them white, and walk back to the line.

No timer.

No bet.

Just her heartbeat and the familiar weight of a pistol in her hand.

The first time she’d gone out alone like that, back when the story was still fresh and raw, she’d set them up because she wanted to see if it had been a fluke.

Five bullseyes.

No blink.

In the months and years since, the plates had taken on a different meaning.

They were a ritual.

A check-in.

A reminder.

Tonight, the sun was sliding toward the horizon, turning the sky over Pendleton the color of a faded bruise.

She loaded a mag, stepped to the line, and breathed.

Fifty-eight beats per minute.

Always.

The steel waited.

Brooks’ voice was quiet in her head.

Her father’s, too.

Sometimes, these days, so was her own.

You did enough.

You are enough.

She raised the pistol.

Pressed.

Five times.

The plates rang in a bright, staccato line.

Ping. Ping. Ping. Ping. Ping.

She lowered the gun and exhaled.

Behind her, someone clapped slowly.

Valdez.

“Still got it,” he said.

“Gonna be awkward when I lose it in front of a class,” she replied.

He shrugged. “You built enough here it won’t matter.”

She looked downrange.

Five plates.

Five hits.

In another life, that might have been the measure of her.

Now, it was just… part of the picture.

She thought of the girl in Prescott, hitting a can at fifty yards for the first time.

Of the Marine in Sangin, pulling a trigger that couldn’t be un-pulled.

Of the woman at Oceanside, standing in the heat while a sergeant waved a hundred-dollar bill under her nose.

Of Ortega, squinting at her first target, trying to read her future in the holes.

“You ever regret any of it?” Valdez asked quietly.

She considered the question.

There were pieces, yes, she’d drop in a heartbeat if she could.

There were nights she’d give anything to erase.

But regret?

Regret implied she’d had another option.

She holstered the pistol and tucked the compass rose under the brim of her cap.

“Sometimes,” she said. “But then I see a kid like Ortega figure out her sight picture and I think… maybe this is how it was supposed to go.”

Valdez nodded.

“Semper,” he said.

“Semper,” she echoed.

Always.

Not “always perfect.”

Not “always painless.”

Just… always.

As they walked off the range together, the wind picked up again, tossing dust in small, harmless swirls.

Somewhere, a fresh batch of recruits were probably making stupid bets in a barracks, convinced they could outshoot whoever the Corps threw at them.

Maybe one day, they’d step onto her range, waving a bill, smirking, asking if she could keep up with the boys.

She almost hoped they would.

She wouldn’t explain.

She’d just show them.

END!

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